Welcome to the world my sweet baby girl!!

Let me introduce you to Jillian Elizabeth Roberts, born on December 3rd at 1:03 pm, weighing 8 pounds 2 ounces and 19 3/4 inches long.

Yep, she was born on her due date (looks like she is a planner just like her mom)

We love her chubby cheeks, little lips and bright eyes.

I can't believe I am now a "mom."

I am going to be busy in the next week cherishing and enjoying my daughter's first few days of life, but I promise to resume my blogging as soon as things get back to normal (does that exist anymore)??

Baby Bump: 39 weeks

Baby Bump: 38 weeks, 6 days

I am 39 weeks tomorrow!! I can't believe it. Tim took this pic of me right before our big thanksgiving feast today. I am currently sipping on a caffeinated soda in preparation for my black friday shopping which starts in 3 1/2 hours!!!!! Tim thinks I am going to be fast asleep. I think I might set an alarm as backup!

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Pregnancy: Week 38 (a few days late) and Other Updates

How far along? 38 weeks & 4 days
Total weight gain: 30 pounds - eating has slowed down due to heartburn/acid reflux
Sleep: Awful. Between bathroom runs and really bad heartburn, I am getting no sleep at all. One night my heartburn was so bad I threw up a few times just for relief.
Gender: Girl
What I miss: Sleep and not feeling tired all the time
Food Cravings: Nothing
Best Moment this week: Being on maternity leave!!
What I am looking forward to: Meeting my daughter!

I haven't been the best blogger in the last week. I thought that being on maternity leave would mean that I have a lot more time. But time seems to be flying by.

Tim and I are constantly anxious. I have dreams about labor, and Tim is dying to meet his daughter. He thinks he is doing his best by talking to her every single night, coaxing her to come into this world soon, but I am now predicting we make it to 40 weeks. Personally I don't care when she comes. At first I wanted her to come early, but I would be okay if I had to go a couple more weeks. I am still really comfortable (except) for the lack of sleep. On the doctor front, I had my 38/39 week check up today and I am 2 cm dilated and 60-70% effaced. I may have lost my mucous plug last week, but I can't be sure. Thank goodness I am on maternity leave though. I am now going into my second week of leave, and I can honestly say it's heaven. Originally I had planned to work my last week this week, but as a first time mom, I didn't realize how much I was going to slow down towards the end. Because the baby is sitting so low, it makes things like walking the dog exhausting.

So how am I keeping myself busy?? I am in a cleaning frenzy!! I clean almost every day, and I am doing laundry all the time. I also am watching a lot of movies, spending time in my day buying Christmas gifts, and meeting up with family and friends for lunches and dinners. Last Thursday my MIL and I went to lunch. After lunch, we spent the afternoon going over her famous recipes. It was fun to hear her memories of each dish, and I loved hearing her funny stories of Tim and what foods he liked as a kid.

Friday night was a really special night for Tim and I. We spent the evening with our best friends, John & Lisa. During dinner, John and Lisa, asked Tim and I to be their baby's god parents. I haven't yet discussed her pregnancy on my blog, so for those that follow me, she is having twins (and yes, they were conceived naturally). They found out a few weeks ago they are having 1 boy and 1 girl - a Royal sampler (right John)?! I am so beyond honored to be a god parent with Tim to these little babes. Lisa is due at the end of March, so our kids will be close in age. I really love John and Lisa like they are family, and can't wait to blend our own families together.

Speaking of family, my Aunt is back home from the hospital after 3 long weeks in ICU. I am amazed every day with her updates. She seems to be doing really well, back with her kids and comforts of home. I just wish we lived closer so I could actually see her and hug her.

And without further a due, some random iPhone pics. Why not???

Evidence of the BEST chicken pot pie EVER cooked. Thanks Tim.

Milo really likes to get into the baby stuff around our house. I think it's ridiculously cute that this is his new place to nap for most of the day. I think he is ready to meet our baby girl!

Bacon hogging my boppy pillow.

Maternity leave consists of lots of snuggle time with my animals.

Is anyone shopping this Friday? Doorbusters for Target start at 4 am, Kohl's at 3 am, and Toys r Us at midnight. I have never shopped that early on Black Friday, but it sounds fun. I wish my mom was coming down for Thanksgiving, because I would make her come with me. Did you know that Target is selling gourmet grilled cheese makers for $3!!?? I wonder how fast a pregnant woman can run into the store when the doors open.

Baby Bump: 37 weeks, 2 days

Off to spend a relaxing afternoon at the beach....

Pregnancy: Week 37

How far along? 37 weeks
Total weight gain: 30 pounds - I packed on 3 pounds this week, I guess she had a growth spurt or I just felt like pigging out.
Sleep: This past week sleep has been awful. I am up 5 times a night, minimum. Yeah, it sucks. I guess I better get used to it.
Gender: Girl
What I miss: My closet full of NON maternity clothes. I am so ready to reunite with them! I literally wear the same outfit every day - Gap Maternity jeans, a top and flip flops. I am just way too pregnant to care anymore.
Food Cravings: Fruit smoothies and salads.
Best Moment this week: Hearing that I am 1 cm dilated and 50% effaced on Wednesday. I am so happy that my body is starting to prepare for labor. All signs point in the right direction, which means she could be here any minute.
What I am looking forward to: Maternity Leave - my last day of work was today. It was bitter sweet. I am off through most of April, and welcome the time to be at home where I can focus on my family and to get to know my daughter.
Milestones: We made it to 37 weeks ---- "fully cooked" as they say.

Baby Bump: 36 weeks, 2 days

Today, I was just not in the photo mood, hence the black and white shot. The fact that I am 4 months overdue for a highlight and hair cut might be contributing to my blah feeling today.

I treated myself to a massage this weekend at Stress Busters Day Spa. It was fantastic, all 60 minutes. I have gotten two massages this pregnancy, and I would say to all pregnant moms they are worth every single penny. I came out of my appointment feeling so relaxed and calm. My masseuse explained that at 40 weeks, they have an induction massage where they hit certain pressure points in hopes to induce labor. If I reach 40 weeks, I am definitely taking scheduling one.

In other news, my Aunt seems to be on the mend. Her kidney's seem to be holding up and producing enough blood count, that she might even be able to go home from the hospital in the next two weeks. Her spirit is still vibrant and positive, and I know how much she would love to be in her own home with her family. Tim and I continue to keep them in our thoughts daily.

Pregnancy: Week 36

How far along? 36 weeks
Total weight gain: 27 pounds (I lost a pound from the week prior)
Sleep: I swear my sleep fluctuates more than my mood swings do. I don't want to jinx myself here, but this week sleep has been wonderful. I have found true love in the boppy pillow. At first, it was an adjustment with that big honking pillow in my bed, but now I have this system of how to use it when I roll over. I still wake up to use the bathroom around 4-5 times a night, but I am always able to fall right back asleep. I have also noticed that on a few occasions I am woken up by my wicked heart burn, so I have been propping myself up a bit on my pillows and that seems to work.
Gender: Girl
What I miss: Nothing actually. This week I have been feeling really great. Nothing to complain about. (if you ask me about work, I would have a totally different answer).
Food Cravings: Carbs and Sweets.
Best Moment this week: 36 weeks and I feel wonderful. Per my OBGYN appt. this week she is in head down position and I am measuring on track.
What I am looking forward to: Going on Maternity leave and resting, and my 2nd prenatle massage tomorrow!!
Milestones: We interviewed and selected our Pediatrician.

Baby Bump: 35 weeks, 2 days & Halloween!!

Happy Halloween!! I am a little sad, I wasn't able to partake in Halloween this year. Instead, Tim and I spent our evening on a date ---- dinner and movie. More on our weekend later, but here is today's 35 week - ish baby bump.

I haven't noticed that I am any bigger, especially since I lost a pound from last week, but it is definitely getting harder to move around. I love comments from strangers, which I get almost daily. Every comment has been really sweet, and I enjoy talking to strangers about their kids, because every single person lights up.

By the way, putting on the boots in this picture and tights - oh my gosh - it took me about 15 minutes. You should see the pretzel-like positions I have to get into to actually get dressed these days. Bending over, no way, that option has been out for the last couple weeks or so...

Baby Bump: 34 weeks, 2 days

I hope everyone had a great weekend! I spent it watching movies, shopping and lunching with S, and having dinner with my in-laws. It was perfect.

I am so sad to go back to work tomorrow....

Pregnancy: Week 34

How far along? 34 weeks
Total weight gain: 28 pounds
Sleep: Terrible!!
Gender: Girl
What I miss: Sleep!
Food Cravings: More sweets. I don't know what it is, but I am so into carbs and sweets. There is a chocolate candy dish at my work, and people keep joking that they should just put it on my desk. I am not eating whatever I want persay, but why not help myself in these last weeks of pregnancy. I have been so good otherwise...
Best Moment this week: my 34 week check up. Tim came with me and we both got vaccinated for the Whooping Cough. All pregnant mom's should do this. There is a girl in my office, who had it three weeks ago. So it's out there.
What I am looking forward to: Our Pediatrician interviews are set up. In two weeks, we are meeting with two offices near our house.
Milestones: Finally got the fabric nursery chair professionally cleaned. The nursery is done!!

Baby Bump: 33 weeks, 2 days

Pregnancy: Week 33

How far along? 33 weeks
Total weight gain: 27 pounds
Sleep: It's a miracle when I sleep through the night and it happened twice last week. No bathroom breaks, no uncomfortable tossing and turning....just pure sleep. It felt amazing!!!
Gender: Still a sweet little Girl!!
What I miss:
Food Cravings: Sweets. Anything sweet, especially chocolate chip cookies. I am still not eating much chicken or protein, which worries Tim, but I just am not craving meat. I am sticking to my daily routine of oatmeal, banana's, p & j sandwiches, and fiber one bars. Dinner's usually consist of smoothies, cereal or whatever Tim decides he wants to cook. Last weekend we splurged and ate out twice. Thai food and Italian. I also had sushi with my BF during happy hour after work one day.
Best Moment this week: We attended our hospital tour this past Monday night. Not only was it very informative, but I won two raffles. I won a $50 massage, and a $200 gift certificate for professional photos.
What I am looking forward to: Going on maternity leave and putting the final nesting touches on our home and nursery.
Milestones: Tim installed the car seat, and I washed ALL the clothes and any fabric that will come in contact with our little girl's skin. It took me two days and I felt like our washer and dryer were non stop running. Tim also installed the baby monitors, and I hung and organized all of her clothes.

Baby Bump: 32 weeks, 2 days

Pregnancy: Week 32

Wow, 32 weeks.

I still am in awe at this number. There have been so many moments during this pregnancy that I wanted time to stand still; while other weeks I have been so impatient it truly tested my moods. I remember eagerly wanting to get out of the first trimester so I could start sharing the news, and shake my fears of miscarriage.

I had a co-worker ask me today, how I was feeling now that I am nearing the end? I had to sit back and think about that question.

I thought to myself....
Yes, my back hurts
Yes, this indigestion and heartburn is super annoying
Yes, the interrupted sleep I am getting is hard

But honestly, if this is all I have to complain about, then Pregnancy has been good to me. I know people that love being pregnant and miss it. They tell me to enjoy it while it lasts. I get it now.

I promise to never forget this time in my life. I want to appreciate everything about it. During this time, Tim and I have never been closer. We talk about our future with bright eyes, and we have bonded over feeling our baby kick or flutter. We talk about our hopes and dreams. I have come to realize that Tim is not only a wonderful husband, but he will soon be a wonderful dad too.

I have a beautiful round belly that gets bigger by the day. I have this extraordinary body that is changing before my eyes. And our baby, our darling little girl. I get to feel her energetic kicks and pokes all the time! I get to see her roll from one side of my belly to the other.

I giggle at her constant bouts of hiccups, and I love that she is a creature of habit; already making herself comfortable in her favorite position - usually head down to the right of my belly.

So here I am at 32 weeks, with only 8 left to go. So how am I feeling now that I am nearing the end?

I am happy and sad. I can't wait to meet this little girl once she arrives, and I hope I can give her the life I have always dreamed of.

Pregnancy: Week 31

How far along? 31 weeks
Total weight gain: 26 pounds. I am still working out at least 4 times a week. Tuesdays I lift weights in my 24 hour lift class, Mondays and Wednesdays are Turbo Kick, and Thursday or Fridays are elliptical & free weights. I am going to be honest. It's getting harder. With this much extra weight on my frame, it's starting to affect my back. I might start to cut back...we'll see....
Sleep:Awful!! In the last two weeks my sleep has gotten terrible. I am up 3-4 times a night for bathroom breaks alone!! I can't get comfortable with the bobby pillow (I blame the size of our bed on this). I get restless leg syndrome often. Because of this, I tend to have a hard time falling back to sleep, so I tend to wake up super early and tired, well before my daily alarm clock.
Best Moment this week: My baby shower was this past Saturday. It was the most incredible outpouring of love I have ever received. More on that later...
Gender: Girl
What I miss: As I am nearing the end, there are quit a few things I miss. I want to stay positive though. Pregnancy is a gift, a blessing, and I am trying to focus my energy on all the great things that have been happening to my body during this time. I am carrying the most precious life inside of me, preparing for her entrance into this world. I really can't complain about missing too much, when I know in short two months I will get to indulge in all those things again. But okay, lets throw a few things out there: I really miss my regular work out routines. I really miss alcohol and I really miss being able to bend over and shave my legs. There I said it.
What I am looking forward to: Getting some TLC time for myself.
Milestones: I had a doctor's appointment on Friday, and everything looks great. Baby girls heartbeat is on track, my measurements are exactly 31 inches, and overall I feel her move all the time. It's some amazing bonding time for sure!!

Baby Bump: 31 weeks, 2 days

I was 31 weeks on Friday!! Where does the time go, seriously?

Baby Shower

My baby shower is this weekend, hosted by my best friend, Lisa, with assistance from Mary and my mom.

I am super duper excited!!




My invitations were purchased through Etsy. Rock, Paper, Dove had just the look I wanted for my shower, without being over the top baby!

Baby Bump: 30 weeks, 1 day

I celebrated a birthday this past week, and had an incredible weekend. I will update as soon as I have some time... Here I am on Saturday, just moving into the 30 week stretch. Time really is flying by.

Baby Bump: 29 weeks, 2 days

It was a beautiful, Southern California beach day today. A group of us went down to Newport and had fun catching waves and working on our tans.